The long awaiting Sunday came and was missing the monuments that will be going on in my home church. I couldn't bear the pain, so i decided to take a way into the school compound from my lodge to have a view of the environment. On my way i bought bread and kose (beans cake or akara) to eat as i took a walk within the campus environs. When i got to a garden opposite Ribadu/Alex hostel called LOVE GARDEN, i sat on a brick bench to enjoy my meal.
I was in the love garden when i met my first love, the sweetness of my heart, my merriment and the joy that loops within my heart. She captured my attention as i watched her walking majestically towards me. I couldn't help take off my eyes from gazing her. I suddenly lost interest in what i was doing but for the sake of hunger, i couldn't stop to eat my bread and kose. I watched her as she approaches me and my eyes were set on her.
"Hello dear" was the first thing i heard. I had nothing to reply because i was already into her. Then she began talking about herself. I've gotten adequate informations about her from friends, siblings, family and older men in the society. They told me several things about her that makes me have a boundary drawn for her. I was made to understand that there isn't a big deal being friend with her but it is a big deal kissing her or giving her a hug because she could injure or even kill anyone that does that. For the fear of what i heard, i tried to give a distance.
With the sight of the glimpsing look and the sweet aroma of a sunlight flower, i gave a the chance to explain herself out. We tend to argue out our differences as i was willing to get the truth. She told me she hasn't lied before and as such will never lie to me. I couldn't just imagine the sight of a lady trying to woo a he into a relationship with her which the he never planned for. This is so strange. I declined her request at first because of the prior knowledge i heard about her that she could go crazy at times and beat the hell out of me if i get her angry. I needed to play save to avoid starting a journey i won't be able to complete.
She finally got the soft part of me as she convinced me. I'm now deeply in love with her and we needed to get intimate. We need to get to know each other like Adam knew his wife. She held me so closed and gave me a kiss. She kissed me and i started looking for her lips to give a return. This was my first ever kiss and i instantly forgot all that has happened to me in such a short period. I couldn't resist this, i just fell prey of her seduction. I loose control of my emotions. Then it happens.
After few hours i realised i was naked with her on the ground with strange languages coming forth out of my mouth. "What is this?", i kept asking myself as i tried getting consciousness. Then, i knew i'm now possessed. I spoke in this unknown languages for about two hours unstopped and i continue over the night after returning to my lodge. It is an experience i can never forget. I forgot my bread, kose, book and other things in the love garden and left with her. Then She called me Agape and i called her Doxa (The beauty) and ever since, my life has been so beautiful.
I celebrate the day the Holy Spirit came into me and turned my life around. I love her than anything, anyone, any woman that ever existed in this life. I'm dead without her. She made me hers and gave me all i needed to act like a prince. Don't be jealous, i love RUACH HACHADESH. She is my brightness, my honeycomb, my everything. I love her so deeply.
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